| st0l3n fr0m Layna |
[01 Sep 2004|06:53pm] |
Dear EriK the _________,
You are really _______________. You should ___________. We need to go _____________. After that we can __________. Remember that time we ___________? That was real ___________. Maybe someday we can _______________. You are my ___________.
I _______ you!
Signed your _______, ________
P.S. __________.
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[20 Aug 2004|05:52pm] |
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
- smoking
- beating mike up
- smoking
- and smoking
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
- 20 billion dollars
- my own band
- a drum set
- cigarettes
Name Four Scents You Love:
- sex on the beach
- opium
- weed
- cotton candy yuum
Name Four People That Know You the Best:
- Mike
- Ashley <3
- kate kelly
- brian
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
- sex
- cigarettes
- getting money for weed
- ashley <3
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
- talked on the phone
- talked on the computer
- listened to music
- and played with myself
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
- soda
- cigarettes
- soda
- cigarettes
Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
- The offspring
- Chevelle
- Dashboard confessional
- less than jake
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
- mountain dew
- water
- some twister drink
- water
[random]
First Grade Teacher's Name? mrs. polack that jew...she is jewish too haha.
Last Words You Said? fuck because i spilled my brothers water all over
Last Song You Sang? Boxcar racer - i feel so
Last Person You Hugged? kate kelly yesterday
Last Thing You Laughed At? dont remember....
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? ashley earlier today
Last Time You Cried? last night because ashley broke up with me for some stupid ass reason but we're back together :-D
What's In Your CD Player? Slipknot's iowa cd
What Color Socks Are You Wearing? none
What's Under Your Bed? a bag full of ashes and cigarette butts
What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 2:30 p.m eastern time
[current]
Current Taste? moutain dew code red
Current Hair? i dont know
Current Clothes? boxers and a coal chamber shirt
Current Annoyance? Winmx mother fucking thing wont give me a seach on nin
Current Longing? i dunno
Current Desktop Picture? slipknot
Current Worry? where im going to get a cigarette
Current Hate? the people who jumped brian im gonna fuck them up
[more random]
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? face....ass....boobs...
Last CD You Bought? Disturbed- believe
Favorite Place To Be? with ashley
Least Favorite Place? home
Time You Wake Up In The Morning? whenever someone calls me
If You Could Play An Instrument? if? drums
Favorite Color? black and red
Do You Believe In An Afterlife? not really
How Tall Are You? 5'6
Current Favorite Word/Saying? hey buddy fuck you
Favorite Season? spring
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: mr. edward
Favorite Day? friday- saturday
Where Would You Like To Go? out to buy cigarettes but have no money
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? i dont know
How Many Kids Do You Want? how many my wife wants
Favorite Car? dont have one
A Random Lyric: ive felt the hate rise up in me neal down and clear the stone of leaves i wanna hide where you cant see inside my shell i wait and bleed
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| mad shit happening latelly |
[20 Jul 2004|08:08pm] |
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Today: woke up at 12 got in the shower got my mom to drive me to the frankford terminal and i took the 66 to kate's house and chilled there for a while and then we went to burger king and her and ashley bell ate and then we went to this girl kate's house to get kate (the one i was hanging out with's digital camera) then we went to kate's house and went in her room and she painted my nails pink..... :-<........ then she gave me directions to get to ashley's (my gf's house) so then i walked to her house and i saw her friend marissa and then she got ashley and she told me to go to the little pond place then she came and then we just hung out and me and her went in the woods behind the pond and madeout....twas fun then after i hung out with them i went to the bus stop and took the bus home and then i went to brians and got ashley cigarettes then we went to jfk and drank a dna that ashley gave me was fun....so then i go home and this is where i am not.....tomorrow i might be hanging out with kate againg.........later
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[12 Jul 2004|01:59am] |
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Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...
What genre of rock are you?
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| freands only time...... |
[08 Jul 2004|01:42am] |
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Journal is friends only do to nosy mothers who might look up my journal and if she does i can be grounded for a long long time so friends only now comment to be added...........
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| i dont wanna go to sesame place....... |
[07 Jul 2004|03:43am] |
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woke up at 3:30 cuz ashley called talked to her for a little bit then went on the internet and talk to hollie then my mom came home from swiming with my brother then i talked to hollie and told her to tell greg to come up here so i can meet him so me and hollie walk to the terminal and we meet him there and we take the bus back here so i can buy cigarettes but those fuckers wouldnt sell them to me so i get this gangster kid to buy em for me and then me hollie and greg go smoke one and go back to my house and we chill there for a while then i called mike and he came over and then we went up and alley and smoked then we went back to my house and chilled there then at like 10 of 10 we went over to the bus stop so greg could go home and then when the bus came we all went our sepreate ways and tomorrow my moms draging me to sesame place im like wtf!! i dont wanna go there its gonna be gay......i might be sleeping over hollie's and goin to the y100 concert cuz ashley's gonna be there and so is katie and the band i wanna see there is sugarcult (cool ass band) but i dunno im gonna go to bed.............. bye!
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| im hot as shit and theres nothing to post so i posted this....... |
[05 Jul 2004|04:53am] |
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LiLPhillyBabY226 [4:07 AM]: will you sing me a bed time song and slow dance with me in the middle of a mosh pit?
Chimchim180 [4:07 AM]: ok
LiLPhillyBabY226 [4:07 AM]: aw, cool!
Chimchim180 [4:07 AM]: lol
LiLPhillyBabY226 [4:08 AM]: :-P
Chimchim180 [4:08 AM]: ;-)
LiLPhillyBabY226 [4:08 AM]: that would be fuckin awsome
LiLPhillyBabY226 [4:09 AM]: its like the middle of a slipknot concert, and all you see in this huge mosh is two kids slow dancin
Chimchim180 [4:09 AM]: lmfao
lmfao ashely cracks me up like a mother fucker
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3--- hearts for ashely
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| happy 4th of july fuckers |
[04 Jul 2004|04:20pm] |
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hmmm yesterday woke up at like 3 only cuz brian and hollie were at the door and they were all telling me to get my ass outside and shit so i took a shower and left and i went with brian to go buy cigarettes cuz hollie had to go home to see if her g-mom was there os i went into the store and they sold em to me but they didnt sell em to brian so we go to smoke a cigarette and i find a bike with no chain so me and brian go to walmart to steal one and me being a dumbass acidentlly cuts myself with the thingy mabober and i walk outta the store with a chain wow im skilled so then we go back to brians and hes gotta eat dinner so i walk home and i went on here and im like hollie come over so she and brian did and then we went up to jfk hospital to smoke and then we were on our way to go to this big underground hole out back of staples and i saw my friend eddie from school playing baseball so i ran over there and i was about to kick this kid ryans ass cuz he talks so much shit and he cant back it up hes only lucky he had his bitch ass friends there to back him up or i woulda kicked his assso then after that we go into an ally and smoked a cigarette then we went to brians house and we hung out there and we were hanging with this kid stevie and hes not like all the other kids around there he listens to rock lol so yea then we go into another ally and smoke a cigarette so then i went home and deleted hollie's old journal and made a new account for her ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) fall0ut_boy_fan and i made her journal look coool and everything cuz im skilled and after i got off the internet i talked to ashely (kate k's friend) on the phone for like 6 hours i like her so fucking much 2!!!!!!! she fucking rocks world but the funny part is she was drunk outta her mind lmaoit was funny but yea thats about it
p.s i did this layout tell me if u like it or not
LATER DAYS!!
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| lmfao...... |
[01 Jul 2004|03:09am] |
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[30 Jun 2004|05:47pm] |
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i broke up with megan.......cuz i cheated on her with chrissy and hollie yea i know hollie.......but yea i broke up with her cuz i cant be trusted and i still have feelings and everything for her and i wanna be her friend i dont want her to start cutting again just becuz of me........andi still have feelings for her and everything but i dont want her getting hurt.......pff now i dont feel good and if she cuts or even tries to commit suicide im gonna kill her......:changes subject: i need cigarettes i bought 2 packs and brian has the other one and he problly smoked em but yea thats about it..........later
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| i love megan |
[25 Jun 2004|10:15pm] |
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Taking back sunday- Theres no I in team |
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Thursday: went to mills saw megan we went to her bowling league or w/e and theres a lazer tag place in there and we were the only 2 playing lazer tag so we started making out haha then she bowled and she did ok i guess and after that her mom drove me home and then i came on here and that night i trashed kate k's journal haha she deserved it she wants to start war cuz i called her friend tall and ugly and said shit about her bf wow start war for that......and hollie hates her cuz she hung up on her when she was talking to her on the phone and trying to straighten things out so yea now its war bitches
Today: went to mills again and met megan up there we went to fye and i got the chimaira cd i wanted its pretty good then we walked around the mall and stuff and went into spencers i stole a shirt that says stop staring at me and a lighter that says i dont descriminate i hate everyone it needs lighter fluid but yea after that we walked around for another 2 hours and then she had to call her grandmom and she could stay like a half hour more so me and her walked outside and i saw TOM and his gf his gf is good looking so after that i bumed a cigarette off these girls that megan knew from school and they smoked my brand haha so i bumed 2 cigarettes off of her and after i smoked them i bumed one of this dude then megan and me waled to her grandmoms house and chilled there then we went down in her basement and madeout lol then her grandpop drove me home and now this is where i am bored and hungry ill update tomorrow................later
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| longess |
[22 Jun 2004|08:26pm] |
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bored..........yesterday was gay stayed in cuz im grounded and tomorrow im getting off punishment should be cool cuz i need cigarettes and im goin to go buy some lol yea im bored g2g..........later
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| 9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1..........0...........BLAST OFF!! |
[18 Jun 2004|11:05am] |
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Wednesday: Went to brians house and he got his step mom laura to go buy us cigarettes and then she took us to franklin mills and i went into spencers and stole a metallica shirt its kick ass then we went to walk around the mall and shit to look for katie cuz we were meeting her up there and then after like an hour we call her cell and shes like im in the food court with the mcdonalds in it im like wtf thats all the way around the mall cuz we were at the skatepark......but yea we walk all the way there and there like half way done eatting im like if we didnt walk here u wouldnt have been there for like a year.......which was true cuz after that we went to fye and i baught a static lullaby cd and then i kept asking katie and her friend rob to buy me the chimaira cd that was only like 8 bucks!!!!im like u jews........and then after that there friend rob baught the slayer cd he wanted we walked to jilians so me and brian could smoke a cigarette and yea katie was all over rob when we were in there it was crazy then thats about it cuz they had to go....so me and brian walked to the bus stop and took the bus home and then we went to his house and chilled there then we went to my house and we chilled there for alittle bit then we got money and went to mcdonalds and we asked the dude in the parking lot for a quarter and he gave us 5$ im like wow cool i got a large milkshake and a mchicken sandwich lol fat ass me then we went over to the dollar store and baught some insense and i stole a big ass candle lol im a fucking clepto maniac then we went to go smoke a cigarette by some store and we found a thing of cocaine i was like damn this is how bad its getting around here but yea then we went to my house and chilled there and he went home thats about it........today i think im goin to jess's graduation party and im gonan see megan there!!!!! yes i havent seen her in so long i miss her so fucking much 2 yea well thats about it ............later
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| SCHOOLS OVER BISHES!! |
[15 Jun 2004|07:33pm] |
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wow this past school year was crazy shit......thanks to all the ppl who were there for me.......im gonna miss all the ppl who graduated i wont beable to see them as much :-(.....congrats to em all tho.......yea well the school years over i passed thats a big suprise.....yea im grounded and everything but my mom said i might beable to go to franklin mills and i might be meeting my friend katie up there but yea besides that all thats been goin on is schools over so yea ill update tomorrow.....later
(p.s i did this layout by myself!!)
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[14 Jun 2004|07:10pm] |
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just wrote this long ass entry.....shit load of shit has ben happening hollie's mad at me for cutting over her.........got caught smoking im grounded for a week and i have to write i will not smoke 1000 times......and now i go out with megan GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! well thats about it later.......
P.S 1 DAY OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!
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[14 Jun 2004|07:00pm] |
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mad shit happening ummmm yea saturday went to franklin mills with brian and went into spencers and i stole a choker and spikes then on the way to the bus stop brian pissed in the bushes and then when we were waiting for the 20 these girls come sit near us and are like smoking kills u know and im like yea i know.........this girl was hot as shit 2.......then we get on the 20 with them and im like brian ask that girl for her number and she was like here and gave it to me lol and then she wrote her number on brians arm.......i was like woa and she asked if i can have a bracelet so i gave her one and one of her friends asked for one so i gave her one like a dork lol.....so then they have to go and brian was like score!! lol he ws like good job erik asking her for her number......so then we get off the 20 and brian runs home and i go to hollie's me and her smoked a cigarette and then i had to check in and brian comes around the corner and has his ghetto bike with him that has the front tire flat lmao hes retarded........then me hollie and brian go to hollie's so she can get her hoodie and put her contacts in so after that we go to tarken and hollie me and brian are swinging and i was pushing hollie and shit lol...... then brian had a condom and i filled it up at the water fountain lol it as funny as shit then like after an hour of trying to get the condom down from the batting thing brian has to go home and then he just left without us so hollie walked me home and we went through the alley and i was gonna try to get with her but didnt cuz it would have ruined our friendship and i thought i find screwed it up there by almost getting with her but yea then all after that i felt depressed for the whole night cuz i thought i fucked up our friendship so yea that night i cut and look like 6 of my old anti-depressents (celexa) but yea i got so dizzy and could barelly walk and yea its dumb.....then sunday i went to roosevelt to meet megan up there for our "practice date" lol so yea i guess it worked out good kinda boring but thats how it always is but yea i baught "the early november cd" its pretty good .......then after being bored i walked her home and then i went home and chilled.........then later that night i told hollie i cut and she fucking fliped on me and is like dont talk to me.........and on top of that she was giving me hints on how to kill myself it was kinda like she wanted me to endd it there...........i dunno me and her are i dont even know now even if we are friend but oh well heres the fun part.............after that i went and stole a cigarette from my mom and smoked it at like 10:30 and she walks in my room and catches me and grounds me for a month but this morning since i didnt go to school i was like ill write " i will not smoke 1000 times and be grounded for a week" and she took the bait but oh well im still grounded :-( someone come visit me but yea thats about it..........later
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[11 Jun 2004|12:03pm] |
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im here in school bored as shit went today for the 1st time in a week when i saw erin she gave me her cky cd to listen to so thats what im listening to now......they rock....fucking ghetto ass ppl are letting them sign there shirts cuz its the end of the year lol......but yea im bored and this aim in school is so old it doesnt bring ur buddy list up ill update later........see yaB
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| Had my last cigarette yesterday.........im quiting |
[05 Jun 2004|10:40am] |
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well yesterday mad shit happened 1st i went over hollie's and then we walked over erin's then we were gonna walk to hollie's cousins to get her wolf eye contacts......on the way there this dude comes and asks for 50 cents to call someone on a pay phone so hollie gave him a dollar and hes like ill be right out with ur change and went we were walking him to 7/11 to get the change he asked hollie if she smoked weed.........lol then he said he was gonna walk us to hollie's cousins cuz we asked him for directions and shit but we started walking fast and he turned the other way so we got to her cousins house and we got the contacts then we went to the park around there and we were swinging and shit then after that we were sitting on the slide or w/e and we were takiong pics and shit and talking and erin broke her reading glasses lmao then hollie put eye liner on me and then she drew a pentagram on erins check and then she drew an anarchy on her check............then after that we left the park and walked to erins aunts house then on the way there hollie thought she heard someone scream her name and i heard it to lmao but deaf ass erin didnt so when we got to erins aunts she called her mom and then we left to go to steve-o's cuz he lived around there and on our way to his house we see him then i found out he lived one block away from trish and i was all yelling at hollie and erin cuz they took me up to roosevelt instead of goin to the blvd and walking up there pff those dumbasss then we chilled with steve-o for a while then hollie was like i wanna go to this girl melissa's so we went there she wasnt home.....then we go to 7-up (7/11 lmao thats what me erin and hollie call it now lol) then hollie got me orange soda cuz its my favorite yummm then i stole skittles cuz i woulda sounded greedy if i asked hollie to buy em for me so i stole em and hollie got erin wipe cream in a can and we were spraying it into our mouths lol then hollie and erin made smiley faces with the wipe cream on there arm and then they licked it off........then we were gonna go to see if this kid dan was home but on the way we say i think his brother and his friend dan and then we chilled with them then after i kicked dans ass i left cuz it was like 8:30 and when i got home i told my mom that me and hollie were out looking for her brother lmao but im still grounded oh well i think im goin to see harry potter today should be fun lol ill update later............see ya
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